my future

my future  _ Billie Eilish.

i can’t seem to focus
and you don’t seem to notice
i’m not here
i’m just a mirror
you check your complexion
to find your reflection’s all alone
i had to go
can’t you hear me
i’m not coming home
do you understand
i’ve changed my plans
‘cause i
i’m in love with my future
can’t wait to meet her
and i
i’m in love but not with anybody else
just wanna get to know myself
i know supposedly i’m lonely now
know i’m supposed to be unhappy
without someone
but aren’t i someone
i’d
like
to be your answer
‘cause you’re so handsome
but i know better
than to drive you home
‘cause you’d invite me in
and i’d be yours again
but i
i’m in love with my future
and you don’t know her
and i
i’m in love but not with anybody here
i’ll see you in a couple years